farewell! (for 2days at least)

farewell! (for 2days at least!)

im off to camp!
dont miss me too much ~
yes cheryl, i know you will (:

when i come back in 3days time, i will be a much more tired,stinky,starved person.
goody.
how fun
well, wish me luck!

newtextbooks. :)

my mom and my sis went to sch yesterday to buy books and uniform for me.
well i couldnt go because i had np.
everyone thought i looked like my mom ( or my mom looked like me, according to jason and bryan ) and they also thought my sister was cute ( not bad ah, according to zhaoming)
it felt weird to have them watching me during parade.
well, i tried to behave as normally as i could.

so anyway, my mom wrapped all my books.
which was weird.
well, in pri sch everyone wrapped their books.
however, in sec sch i seem to be one of the few who actually bother to wrap.
well A maths looks ok. not too hard i suppose
all the science books are so thick! and big!
and i dont like that new textbook smell.
all woody and plastic-y

oh yeah and this guy from china memorized the value of pi to the 67000th place.
crazy ass.
other kids play ball and watch tv
you're cooped up in your room. memorizing a bunch of numbers.
its really cool that your memory is so great.
but we have calculators for a reason you know.

1 more day to camp! :D

[EDIT]

oh yeah and my mom and my sis went to china so im home free!
FREEDOM (:
and sorry jamie, i got no tics so i cant go to cul pot and watch you sing :(
im sure you can gimme a private concert someday x)

oh yeah and i want to go for humanities trip next year!
caitlyn! we go visit berlin wall , yes?
and and i wanna participate in many many things next year
so that i will have alot of fun before sec 4 starts and we all have to start mugging.
yesyes.

bullshit

rawr.
i went to read jamie's blog and tag
aww how nice of me (: yes i know.
and then i read that post about her experience with a 'haunting' in NH
dammit.
im freaked out now.
im having camp in school! in 3 days!
gosh.


RAWRH.
scary.

ohkay.

i've been neglecting my blog the past few days.

anyway, went to visit my grandfather in the hospital.
he has senile dementia and he broke his pelvic bone.
he looked so sickly on the hospital bed.
he was so thin. and his cheeks were sunken.
and every breath seemed to require so much effort

i dunno.
im always affected by hospital visits.

open house

open house! :D

ok our first performance was abit screwed. but the second one was good man!
its a pity we didnt get to perform a third time. it was raining!
i've always wanted to do the formation in the rain and get my socks all wet!
but the effect is cool.

nothing much. we spent most of the time training and performing
and i've collected 7 transfer agent forms for SANA in one day!
pat me on the shoulder and congratulate me!
SI IAN WHEREVER YOU ARE YOU STILL OWE ME ONE

ooh yeah and FREE ben&jerry's
emelia was so ticked that she paid $3.50 for one. x)
all in all, quite a satisfying day.

THE BEST SHIT IN THE WORLD!<3

cherylquiz

1.Single,taken or crushing?
ehhh single.

2.Are you happy with your life now?
tired. but happy :D

3.When you meet the right person ,will you fall for him/her fast?
you never know about these things right?

4.Have you had your heart broken?
broken. shattered. trampled on. haha you name it.

5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
like what? if you cheat means you arent loyal and you dont love the other person enough to be faithful right?

6.Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
i think i would say goodbye. but i dont think i will take him back.

7.Have you talk to another person about marriage before?
yep. about how im moving to a forest and never getting married! :D

8.Do you want children ?
er. i can hardly clean up after myself? let alone little kids.

9.How many?
zero.

10.Would you consider adoption?
maybe? pregnancy is mafan.

11.If someone likes you right now, what do you think to let you know how him/her feelings?
huh?

12.Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
nah not really. because i am convinced that they wont last.

13.Be honest. what did you and your ex did?
actually, nothing much other than msn.

14.Do you believe in love at first sight?
for other people? maybe. for myself? nah.

15.Are you romantic?
i'd be a very romantic guy but i suck at being a romantic girl.

16.Do you believe you can change someone?
depends on who?

17.If you could marry somewhere.where would it be?
somewhere unconventional. like near the beach or someplace.

18.Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
LOL no way.

19.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
hmm. not sure.

20.Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
yep.

21.Have you broken a heart?
yes? no? i dunno?

22.One day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with.What would you do?
wish my best friend and that person happiness? i dun want to stand in people's way.

23.Are you missing someone right now ?
i miss sleep.

cheryl ask me do quiz. poo.

lyrics

The Rose

by westlife

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.

traffic games @ expo

traffic games @ expo

well, lets see.
quite uneventful.
and it ended uber late.at 7.30 ish.
and we arrived at sch at 8 + which pissed all the parents off.
because we were all told that it would end at 6.30

well at first me and xenia just stood there and did nothing.
and then we went to eat lunch. and we got reassigned to somewhere near the traffic lights.
i was standing near mervin, zhaoming and allen.
they were overly enthu?
and zhaoming is super naggy.
"eh boy ah, relax relax. green light is go, orange light means must slow down and red light means stop. must stop ah, if not later people crossing the road then you bang then they die how? see, this is your hand brake. steady ah?"
then the same guy would pass by the traffic light again (the road safety park isnt very big )
and then he would be like "i thought i teach you before liao?" then blabla repeat everything again.

then later i decided it was boring to stand at the same spot.
so i went to help guide the little kids with the smaller vehicles.
and its tiring because you have to bend down to help them steer and stuff.
sometimes, they literally arent paddling and you're the one doing all the work.
but hey, they're super adorable kids!
especially really cute adorable chubby faced little girls who smile at you with really cute big eyes who cant paddle but you cant help but love them. aww. x)

got home at 8.40 and ate lasagne and knocked out at 10
knocked out this afternoon at 2 and woke up at 6
ah i feel my pigginess returning.
not that it will have much chance to return over the next week.

rawrh.

tired.

im TIRED.

and i wont be able to rest until ugh. who knows when?
right now there's open house
then there's camp
then theres promo test
ugh.

tired but i cant sleep.
once i hit the bed i wont be waking up until tomorrow morning.
TT. TT

jamiejamie

i went to read jamie's blog and although my firefox has a problem with her blog and it always hangs, i love her so i always copy paste into notepad and slowly read her posts.

and it was really true.
alot of people say forever. but do they really mean it?

anyway previous post is beyonce lyrics.
i love emo songs and songs that scold guys :D

i am a feminist! :D




ok i dont hate guys or whatever. but i want equal rights for both genders!

there. i've expressed my views.
hate me. see if i care. :P

^^

p.s. darn it. i cant read and remember stuff that are in soft copy! so if its not too ex i think im still going to buy hard and soft copy of the science textbooks.

IRREPLACEABLE.

beyonce - irreplaceable

to the left
to the left

to the left to the left
everything you own in the box to the left
in the closet, yes thats my stuff
yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch)

and keep on talking that mess, thats fine
could you walk and talk, at the same time?
and- its my name thats on that bag
so go move your bags, let me call you a cab
standing in the front yard, telling me
how I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
how I'll never ever find a man like you

you got me twisted

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I'll have another you by tomorrow
so don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
you're irreplaceable

so go ahead and get grown
call up that chick, and see if shes home
oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know
what did you think
I was putting you out for?
because you was untrue
rolling around in the car that I bought you
baby, drop them keys
hurry up, before your taxi leaves

standing in the front yard, telling me
how I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
how I'll never ever find a man like you

you got me twisted

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I'll have another you by tomorrow
so don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
you're irreplaceable

so since I'm not your everything
how about I be nothing? nothing at all to you
baby i won't shed a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
cause the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy

to the left to the left
to the left to the left

mmmmmmmm
to the left to the left
everything you own in the box to left

to the left to the left
don't you ever for a second get to thinking
you're irreplaceable

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I'll have another you by tomorrow
so don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

you can pack all your things- we're finished
cause you made your bed now lay in it
I could have another you by tomorrow
don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
you're irreplaceable

pretty :D

isnt this the prettiest lil' blogskin you have ever seen!

i LOVE it.

im so keeping it for as long as i can. :D
feel hyper suddenly.
tv marathon today.

wendy wu : homecoming warrior (kind of cheesy but it gets addictive.) and later 2 hours of csi! :D

some of you might feel the photos spoil the whole thing. but whatever, i decided to add something special to the usual stuff. you know, make it more of my own since im not capable of creating my own blogskins.

PREEEEEEEETY :D

rain and shine

pretty blogskins always motivate me to blog.

and i found a really pretty one from j-wen designs on blogskins today.
but there was something wrong with the code. it went all screwy once i tried to upload pictures.
oh well. i shall try to work out the kinks if i have time.
see i take the effort to make sure my blog doesnt look crappy for you guys.
im NICE :D

weather in singapore is kinda crazy.
its sweltering one minute, and freezing the next.
ok nothing to be surprised about but i cant help but complain.
this is a blogrant.

next week's kind of blurred for me.
cant really confirm my schedule
dont really know if i can go out
sorry guys!

There you go again
talking cinematic
yeah you
you're charming
got everybody star struck
i know
how you always need to go
for the obvious instead of me
you got your ticket and your seat

If we were a movie
you'd be the right guy
and i'd be the best friend
you fall in love with in the end
we'd be laughing
watching the sunset
fade to black
show the names
weighin a happy soul

Wish that i could tell you there's a kiss
like something more then in my mind
i see it
could be amazing

nothingmuch.

boring.
we painted undercoat for our camp flag and decided on a group name.
accomplished alot considering it was our first group meeting.

quite happy with my grp members this year.
at least most of them decided to turn up and do stuff.
^^

darn it.
my mother's car is in repairs.
so i will have to go to school by myself.
and have to wake up darn early T.T

sleep, oh sleep.
i miss sleep.

quiz.

from cheryl's blog. :P

NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH A "S"
shiying?

4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
lucas o.0 i dunno why.

WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
OKAY :D

DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
occasionally.caitlyn got grossed out the last time i asked her if she wanted to share because i bit my straw so i havent been biting alot recently.

DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
au naturel , baby.

WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
well, it was SUPPOSED to be cultural potpourri. but i dun have tickets. :/ haha i dont really go to concerts.

WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
define "cool".

WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY A LOT?
"what?"

WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
noodles. yum.

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
i said ok to my maid when she asked me to help her check the soup.

DO YOU WATCH TV?
CSI :D numb3rs :D

HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
huh.

EVER BEEN HUNTING?
for sport? nah its cruel.

IS MARRAIGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
i plan to live in a forest. i doubt it.

WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
sleeping.

DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
many. which i shall not bother to list here.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
for others? i dont think it will happen to me.

IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
yep.

ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
yes. im a wont-wake-up-even-if-you-drop-bombs-on-her-house sleeper.

LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
never? not good with stuff like that. bad coordination. :X

WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
pulau ubin. in a tent on a hill.

EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
no car.

BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
the prestige.

DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
i think they're just bored.


Last
1. person you saw: my maid
2. talked to on the phone: cheryl
3. person who hugged you: my sister
4. person you texted: jamie

Today
1. date: 8th nov
2. got any plans: watch tv.
3. dislikes about tomorrow: me dont like waking up early.

Currently
1. missing someone: not really.
2. mood: sleepy.

True of False
I am a morning person: F im an afternoon person.
I am a perfectionist: F ha i wish -.-
I am currently in my pajamas: F
I am online 24/7: F nah sometimes i just dont bother
I am very shy around the opposite gender: no?
I can be paranoid at times: F
I currently regret something that I have done: T
I enjoy talking on the phone: T
I have a lot to learn: T
I have a secret: T

blah.

today was pretty much blah.
we had to squeeze 5 weeks' worth of drills into one session.
tired.
aching everywhere.

tomorrow it continues.

busybusy

my house is going through major restructuring. aka. spring cleaning.
threw lots of paper away.
seriously, they should start providing those recycle bins to condominiums.

anyway. pretty much fully booked this week.

today - tuition
tomorrow - go out with mom
wed - fdc
thur - fdc
fri - camp grp meeting
sat- total defence lecture
sun- church

-.- this holiday doesnt seem very holiday-ish to me.
and once again. boredom is killing me.

:/

fdc selection :D

blahhs. msn isnt working.

but anyway kinda tired. went for the fdc training this morning. tiring!
but i got selected! :D
it was really freaky because it was sec 2 and sec3 combined. and everyone seemed to know their drills. and i havent done drills in a really long time. T.T
people in my squad always blur-ed when it came to kekenan / kekiri pusing on a march ! ROFL.
and junwee, knowing we would blur, still gave kekenan pusing on a march when it was his turn to be commander. =.= evil shit.

but anyway, quite satisfied because i got selected! :D will be performing for open house :S scary.

ciao

goong

thats about all i actually look forward to everyday.

watching goong at 7
will probably miss today's episode because we're going out for dinner.

we found out our annual camp groupings today.
and we have some VERY INTERESTING leaders this time around.

ROFL GOOD LUCK CLIVE AND TIMOTHY. HAVE FUN.

i think i will have a fun time at camp (:

GAYFRIEND'SGAYFRIEND. xD

im still bored. -.-

time.

curses. time is out to get me.

why is it that everytime you desperately need more time or need time to slow down it never does.
and when you wish it could fly by faster. it CRAWLS by. literally.

its so boring -.- seriously.

and ever so slowly it continues to crawl..

boring my brain right out of my skull.

tadah!

hahaha another new skin!

i think im going to keep this one for quite awhile.
its so.. cheerful :D

but who knows. the colours are kind of too striking for my liking.
and i already have another skin in the waiting.

a helpful friend once counted the number of times i announced my blogskin changes from last year until now. and it was only 12! well, if you count the recent two, that makes 14.
thats WAY too little. i've had this blog for like two years! it should at least be 20+

who knows, we'll see. its the holidays and i have alot of spare time on my hand.

if only i had photoshop, then i would spend more of my time making my own instead of using others.
but then again, im a lazy piece of poo. so. guess not.

boredom.
BANGyou're dead.